hihi!! i'm a blond girl who studies neuroscience - basically i learn all day
about how brains make us feel, love and remember. when i log off the science i knit,
i sing, i play instruments, and i loooove a good deep chat about emotions.
so glad you wandered in! ✦
Studying
Neuroscience
Hobby
Knitting cozy things
Superpower
Being Ela´s best girlfriend
Loves
Talking about feelings
💜 things ilove!
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knitting
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instruments
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singing
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reading
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brains
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emotions
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cozy tea
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deep talks
📖 currently reading
Attachment Styles💕
figuring out why we bond the way we do! i could talk about the psychology of
emotions for hours - if you're into it too, sign my guestbook & let's chat!
🧠 my brain dump corner
My brain is always evolving and interested in so many topics. I love to read and inform
myself about the universe, slow living, minimalism, financial literacy, attachment styles
and so on. So I will keep you updated about what I am trying and what I learned.
STAY TUNED! ✨✦ updates ✦
July 14, 2026
How do you explain someone that you are dying? Slowly. Not obviously but inside
of you. That this light inside you slowly starts to burn lower and lower and is
now even flickering. This close to completely burn out. But you can't do anything
because you are sitting beside it. Unable to move or do anything. This darkness is
holding you back so strong. You can't move, you can't scream for help, you can't
even cry. You can only watch this flame slowly burn down and go out. And you are
sitting there for so long now. You don't even know if you wanna do something anymore.
You just wish it's over pretty soon. And at the same time you hope someone is seeing
you and light up the flame again. Maybe it's not even flickering now anymore. Maybe it's
already out and you just see the last glimpse of fire and smoke going up.
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July 7, 2026
My friends know that I am going through a rough time right now. Lots of emotional
work in therapy to deal with past traumas. So I kept thinking about how I can best
support and watch out for myself. Thinking about slowing down my life a bit and
cutting down some stress. Which won't be easy with the upcoming exam phase. But
actually even more important than to watch out for myself and treat myself as best
as I can. I think most people (me included hehe) actually cut short on the wrong
ends. We sleep less, eat less nutritious food and don't take time to actually slow
down and give ourselves a break. But how are our bodies supposed to perform on a
high level while we are actually punishing it? I will update how this goes. Little
reminder to do something good for yourself.
Love, Sari 💜
✦ my private journal ✦(only saved in your own browser - just for me 👀)